...About los Deseos

Me bebo un té de a sorbitos para no desfallecer y cierro los ojos deseando poder manipular mi concepción del tiempo y el espacio mientras le sirvo una cucharada de dorada miel de abeja a la taza... almíbar para endulzar el agua y el alma. Inexplicablemente siento deseos de aprender a tejer para hacer una colcha de estambres de algodón blanco e hilos aperlados en dónde pueda tenderme a contemplar las nubes entretejiéndose... Un día me iré a un monte, a un acantilado desde donde pueda ver el mar y cuando caiga el sol contaré las estrellas, dibujaré constelaciones y exploraré galaxias en busca de respuestas y de nuevas preguntas para desnudar verdades. Yo nací con estrella de gitana, lo he sabido desde pequeña y a cada vela que he soplado le ha acompañado el deseo del buen porvenir... no me importa a dónde me lleve la vida mientras pueda regresar al nido, a arroparme del cobijo de los míos y que después de los besos y las bendiciones la vida me permita seguir caminando porque tengo hambre de mundo, de playas, de praderas verdes, de campos sembrados de trigo mocho, de viñedos. Yo sueño con ríos, con luciérnagas, con amapolas y con poemas...yo sueño con mar Caribe, con palmeras, con salitre y lunas llenas... yo sueño con ser sirena, con ser jinete, con ser neblina con ser el aire ... yo sueño con ser un sueño, ser un suspiro y ser un deseo.

L*

...About Fear

Fear people who don't feel compassion, people who don't react to other beings sorrow might end up being hurtful without even knowing. Fear people who don't shed a tear, because water heals the inner pains and nurtures the soul as it washes the sorrow away. People who don't cry beholds an inner dark struggle that will eventually spread out in some other way, it is human nature. Fear people who are fearless because growth is a matter of overcoming obstacles and not denying it exists. Without fear there is no trigger or conquest, there is no battle or hero to praise. There has to be a weakness to defy in order for someone to be brave and triumph in fullfilment. La indestructibilidad es un pensamiento soberbio...u gotta be humble. Fear people who don't have a dream, in passion relies the thirst of aliveness and survival instinct. People with no hope is already somehow dead. Walk away from people whose aura is gray because they'll try to feed from your shine and if not aware will suck your spirit and your light away. Fear people who does not commune with nature because indifference towards mother earth is self-destructive since every breath and every gasp , we get from her...we are her . Fear people who has no self respect, you can't trust someone who can't recognize what an incredible perfect miracle of existence we are and be grateful for it. Fear obsessive ambition, ambition is like gluttony, God has given us everything as a gift for all of us to take, take what you need and nothing else, then walk away and let others feed from it as well in brotherhood. Fear people with no belief, atheism is like blindness, it's not a matter of religion or practice, it is a matter of conscience, awareness...enchantment ...amusement ....gratitude. Life is so exquisitely beautiful and magical that if you're not able to surrender upon its perfection you might not deserve it at all.

Lola*