...About Me...Numb

So I let myself be possessed so I can function in whatever dimension I, or it, the vaccum, can put myself together ,both body and soul. I am numb, frigid, absent. And I almost don't wanna talk about it 'cause I don't want this to be a premonition at all, but then again , maybe if I do, it won't. It has slowly and silently, faded away, I almost got used to being unuseful, and that is certainly not right, I still have a lot, but u don't notice, the spectrum from which it emerges... so maybe , one day, I'll be somebody's sunshine again...be a sparkle...and ignite.